I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY

Subject: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:14 pm

I have pretty much known that I was different since I was at least five years old and definately knew that I was attracted to males at 12 and I came out to my mom when I was 19. I was a late bloomer or should I say, I remained closeted up to 19. Once I opened that closet door, I refused to go back in. It is of no ones concern about my sexuality and what I do with my private life. I tried to find out as much as I could about what I thought was a condition that I would grow out of. I did not want to be gay, I knew it would only lead to harrassment and persecution, but praying and reading the bible did not give me any answers, only conflict. I saw my older brother get married, have a kid, get devorced and get married again to only get devorced again. Now he is settled with his being gay as I am and my younger brother too. I dated girls in High school and we became great friends, but I had no desire to have sex with them. I could never try and change who I am and live a lie to make others happy with " my life ", when what is important is being happy with myself. And I am happy with who I am.

I ask you all to please be kind to me....S__________- :!:

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:18 pm

hmmm...interesting.....

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:35 pm

wondergirl wrote:

hmmm...interesting.....

Sad

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:38 pm

gadyu wrote:

wondergirl wrote:

hmmm...interesting.....

Sad

why sad?

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 1:35 am

gadyu wrote:

I have pretty much known that I was different since I was at least five years old and definately knew that I was attracted to males at 12 and I came out to my mom when I was 19. I was a late bloomer or should I say, I remained closeted up to 19. Once I opened that closet door, I refused to go back in. It is of no ones concern about my sexuality and what I do with my private life. I tried to find out as much as I could about what I thought was a condition that I would grow out of. I did not want to be gay, I knew it would only lead to harrassment and persecution, but praying and reading the bible did not give me any answers, only conflict. I saw my older brother get married, have a kid, get devorced and get married again to only get devorced again. Now he is settled with his being gay as I am and my younger brother too. I dated girls in High school and we became great friends, but I had no desire to have sex with them. I could never try and change who I am and live a lie to make others happy with " my life ", when what is important is being happy with myself. And I am happy with who I am.

I ask you all to please be kind to me....S__________- :!:

What's the odds that he and all his brothers are gay? Interesting

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 1:41 am

atleast he's coming out...

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 1:50 am

That is not a smiley exclamation mark....lol

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 1:57 am

gadyu wrote:

That is not a smiley exclamation mark....lol

...it looks like a butthole...I too rude when I'm around you...I sware

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 2:40 am

You can see oh.......hahahahahahaaaaa

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 2:56 am

Geyla Queen wrote:

gadyu wrote:

That is not a smiley exclamation mark....lol

...it looks like a butthole...I too rude when I'm around you...I sware

i was thinking the same thing. Laughing

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 3:40 am

I meant that it is not an exclamation mark. It is a naked moslem praying.

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Wed Apr 16, 2008 4:33 am

gadyu wrote:

I meant that it is not an exclamation mark. It is a naked moslem praying.

Guest

gadyu wrote:

I have pretty much known that I was different since I was at least five years old and definately knew that I was attracted to males at 12 and I came out to my mom when I was 19. I was a late bloomer or should I say, I remained closeted up to 19. Once I opened that closet door, I refused to go back in. It is of no ones concern about my sexuality and what I do with my private life. I tried to find out as much as I could about what I thought was a condition that I would grow out of. I did not want to be gay, I knew it would only lead to harrassment and persecution, but praying and reading the bible did not give me any answers, only conflict. I saw my older brother get married, have a kid, get devorced and get married again to only get devorced again. Now he is settled with his being gay as I am and my younger brother too. I dated girls in High school and we became great friends, but I had no desire to have sex with them. I could never try and change who I am and live a lie to make others happy with " my life ", when what is important is being happy with myself. And I am happy with who I am.

I ask you all to please be kind to me....S__________- :!:

If that is who you think you are, then follow your heart. Honestly, that life is jacked up. But again, who am I to tell someone how to derive happiness.

Pupos th_no

Subject: Re: I DID NOT KNOW I WAS GAY Thu Apr 17, 2008 9:26 am

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gadyu wrote:

I have pretty much known that I was different since I was at least five years old and definately knew that I was attracted to males at 12 and I came out to my mom when I was 19. I was a late bloomer or should I say, I remained closeted up to 19. Once I opened that closet door, I refused to go back in. It is of no ones concern about my sexuality and what I do with my private life. I tried to find out as much as I could about what I thought was a condition that I would grow out of. I did not want to be gay, I knew it would only lead to harrassment and persecution, but praying and reading the bible did not give me any answers, only conflict. I saw my older brother get married, have a kid, get devorced and get married again to only get devorced again. Now he is settled with his being gay as I am and my younger brother too. I dated girls in High school and we became great friends, but I had no desire to have sex with them. I could never try and change who I am and live a lie to make others happy with " my life ", when what is important is being happy with myself. And I am happy with who I am.

I ask you all to please be kind to me....S__________- :!:

Doggit pekin!!!! I give you up ya!!!! : smile_tongue